Flayana

I am 19 years old and I will not lie to you: I am not "perfect", "cute" or "like everyone else". I am real. Stubborn. Frenetically alive. Sometimes cheeky to the max, but never boring. If you are here for something insignificant, you can pass your way. And if you're wondering who's on the other side of the screen, read on. I don't bite. Finally. almost.

I live in the movement. Dance is part of me, and it's not a question of technique. I dance because I don't know how to express my emotions otherwise. If I'm angry, I dance. If I float, I dance. If I need to forget, I turn on music and I move until there is only the body and the sound. Want to see the real me? Seize a moment when I'm dancing and not acting in front of someone. I like sport, but not for numbers and likes. I train because it makes me confident, strong and free. I have character, I know how to stand up for myself and I do not need approval to do what I want. I may be sweet, but I'm not weak. If you appreciate girls who have character, we will find a common language.

I am a citizen of the world I have experienced living in America and it has marked me forever. I learned to be open, free and not to be afraid that someone will not understand me. After America, I locked myself in patterns. I've become different - and I like it. Besides the United States, I visited many countries in Europe. I'm not a tourist. I always soak up the atmosphere, I talk to people, I feel the city with my skin. I like the night streets of foreign cities, cafes on a bench without a plan, acquaintances who have become closer than old friends. I always have a suitcase ready inside and a list of places where I want to escape spontaneously.

I know what I look like. But I don't depend on it. I feel good in deep conversations where I can drop the masks and talk "for real"". I like people who have opinions, who are passionate, whose eyes light up when they talk about what they love. I can be shallow if you want to flirt. And I can be true if you want to understand who I am. I'm not looking to be loved. I don't say what's expected of me. I can be different - but never wrong. Today, I laugh until I cry, tomorrow I keep quiet, a cigarette in my hand, looking at the lights of the city. I can be in love, frantic, calm, inspired, tired, deep - but it's always me. Living, stubborn, real. I'm here because I like to play with attention. I like to be in the frame. I like to see someone go pale when I smile. But do you know what I like the most? When they stay with me for who I am, not what I show.
If you see further, you will stay. And if that's not the case, it's okay too. It's important to me to be myself. Everything else is an appendix. I don't promise to be "perfect" because it's boring. I don't pretend to be simple 'cause it's a lie. I'm Lexi.. Lives. Bold. interesting. You can just look at it. Or you can try your luck and talk. But beware, with me, it's easy to forget that it's just a website.