Lessiya

I am quite open. Not in the sense of "limitless", but rather because I have nothing to hide when I feel comfortable. I like to feel alive, true, in touch with myself and my body. Sport is part of my life. Sometimes I train hard, sometimes slower, depending on my mood. I like that feeling after — when the body is tired, the skin still warm, and the head finally calms down.
In these moments, I feel particularly myself. Calm. Sure of me. A little burning. Horse riding is another story. There are a lot of sensations, a lot of body presence. You can’t be tense or distracted — the horse feels it right away. You have to be attentive, gentle, focused. I like that feeling of control without pressure. When we do not force, but communicate. When I need to slow down, I knit. Yes, it may surprise, but it's what soothes me the most. The needles in my hands, the thread sliding through my fingers, and I feel like I'm out of the outside world. I like this rhythm. It is very intimate.
And sometimes, I find myself thinking about everything but knitting. I love learning languages. What really attracts me is the way people sound. How the same idea can be said softly, roughly, slowly, almost in a low voice. Intonation is a whole story. Sometimes a voice says more than words. I dream of traveling. Not checking boxes or following excursions, but simply living in different places.Waking up in a new city, drinking a coffee where nobody knows me, and feeling that I am free. I like to think that I can be different in different places — and still be myself. I am sensitive. I know that. I like attention, but only when it is sincere. I don't like when we rush.It's more interesting when there's tension between two people, when you want to get a little closer, but not right away. With me, it's easy to talk. But to get closer, you need to feel, not just look. I like when I am noticed in the details. In the mood. In the silences. I'm not trying to play a role. I am just as I am. Warm. Alive. Sometimes calm, sometimes very sensitive. And I love it when you feel it