TaniaSweety

Every plot in my life has something of yours and that's really nothing extraordinary you know as objectively as I do. But there's something I want to make clear to you, when I say all the plots, I don't just mean this now, this waiting for you and hallelujah to find you, and fucking lose you, and find you again, and hopefully nothing else.. I don't mean that you suddenly say, I'm going to cry and I with a discreet knot in my throat, well he'll cry. And may a lovely invisible downpour protect us and perhaps that's why the sun will rise soon. I'm not just talking about day by day, increasing the stock of our small and decisive complicities, or that I can or believe I can turn my setbacks into victories, or you make me the tender gift of your latest desperation. No. It's much more serious.. When I say all the plots I mean that in addition to that sweet cataclysm, you're also rewriting my childhood, that age when you say grown-up and solemn things and solemn adults celebrate them, and you know that doesn't work.. I mean, you're rewiring my teenage years, that time when I was a suspicious old man, and you know, instead of pulling out of that wasteland, my seed of joy and watering it by looking at it.. I mean you're shaking my youth, that pitcher that no one ever took in their hands, that shadow that no one ever drew near to its shadow, and you know how to shake it until the dry leaves start falling, and the frame of my truth is left without feats.. I mean, you're embracing my maturity this mixture of wonder and experience, this strange confinement of anguish and snow, this spark that lights death, this precipice of poor life.. As you see it's more serious, much more serious, because by these and other words, I mean that you are not only the dear girl you are, but also the splendid or cautious women I have loved or want to love.. Because thanks to you I discovered, (you'll say it was time and rightly), that love is a beautiful and generous bay, that lights up and darkens as life comes, a bay where ships come and go, come with birds and omens, and go with sirens and thunderstorms. A lovely and generous bay, where ships come and go. But you, please, don't go.

The sun may be clouded forever; the sea may dry up in a moment; the axis of the earth may be broken like a fragile glass. It's all going to happen! Death may cover me with its mourning crest, but never in me can the flame of your love be extinguished..

Tell me if I disturb, he said as he entered, because I'm leaving immediately. Not only do you bother, I replied, you turn my entire existence upside down. Welcome.

Everyone I love is in you and you in everything I love.

I love you because you're like nobody else. Because you're proud like me. And because before you loved me you offended me.

As I am a queen and was a beggar, I now live in pure tremor that you will leave me, and I ask you, pale, every hour: “Are you still with me? Oh, don't go away! I would like to make the marches smiling and trusting now that you have come; but even in sleep I am afraid and I ask between dreams: "Have you not gone??»

And if they told you that the sun will not rise this morning, would you believe them? If I told you my world is over, would you understand me? If I tell you I need you, it's because without you I'm suffering If I told you I don't love you, I'd be lying to you.

Two carnations in the water last for days and days, but my love for you will last a lifetime. The carnations ask for water and the prisoners for freedom and I ask that you love me to immortality. Two carnations in water cannot wither, two people who love each other cannot be forgotten..

When you look at me my eyes are keys, the wall has secrets, my fear words, poems. Only you make my memory a fascinated traveler, a ceaseless fire.

I'm scared of the way I love you, it's like before you there was nothing and after you neither.

I don't want you to fill the empty places in me, I want to be filled by myself. I want to be so complete that I can light up an entire city and then I want to have you because you and I combined can set it on fire..