Feofaniia

If you ask me to tell you about myself, I probably won't start with where I was born or what I do for a living. I'll start with the fact that I love life. Not perfect. Not always simple. Not where every day is like a beautiful picture. But real — with unexpected twists, strange encounters, long conversations, laughter to tears, moments of doubt, and those mornings when you wake up and suddenly realize: I want more..
I have always been a person who is interested in life.. I like to observe people, listen to their stories, and notice details that others may not see.. That is why I am so fascinated by psychology.. I am interested in why people behave the way they do, what is behind their words, where their fears, attachments, desires, and dreams come from.. I like to understand not only others, but also myself. I want to develop.. To know myself. To learn new things. to travel. To dance. To read. Use my new actions, come and play with my body. To laugh. To make mistakes. To start over. I want to live my life in such a way that one day, when I look back, I won't think about how many opportunities I missed because of fear.. I want to remember not only great events, but also feelings..
That's probably why I read so much.. For me, a book is an opportunity to be in another world for a few hours.. I can read at home with a cup of coffee, somewhere on a plane on the way to a new city, or on the beach, when there is sun, sea, and nothing else around. I like to take photos, keep small memories, and find beauty where it seems to be absent.. A ray of sunshine on the floor. A favorite song in my headphones. A chance meeting. The smell of perfume. The laughter of a loved one. A plane ticket in my phone. Life is made up of these little things. . I can't say that I always know where I'm going.. Sometimes I doubt. Sometimes I get tired. Sometimes it seems to me that I'm standing still, although in fact a huge number of changes are taking place inside me.. But I know one thing for sure: I wonder what will happen next..
I love books that make you think for a long time after reading them.. I love stories about people, relationships, choices, life, and inner changes.. Sometimes, a single phrase from a book can stay with me for months.. And I also dance. Dancing is more than just a hobby for me.. It's the moment when I stop controlling everything. . The music starts - and with it, everything around me seems to change. When you can spontaneously go out to dinner, buy flowers just because you feel like it, laugh with friends until late at night, dance, watch a good movie, drink coffee in your favorite place, go to the sea, or suddenly decide that today is the day to do something new.. I love beautiful things, but I love beautiful moments even more..I like to feel the rhythm, move, make mistakes, try again, and gradually reach that same moment when the body already knows exactly what to do.. In dance, I can be different. . Strong, gentle, bold, playful . There, I don't need to explain anything.. Perhaps that's why I love everything related to movement.. Traveling is another of my passions.. I like to not just arrive in a new place and tick it off the list.. I like to feel the city. . Its smells, the noise of the streets, small cafes, random conversations, beautiful houses, the sea, the sun..I love those moments when you wake up in another country and for a few seconds you can't remember where you are. I love packing a suitcase, although I always take more things than I need. I love airports, roads, new places, and that strange feeling before a trip, when nothing has happened yet, but it already seems like a small new life is ahead. I generally like a vibrant life. Not necessarily expensive. Not necessarily loud. Vibrant is when there are emotions..