AraFerrer

♥ ♥ ♥Welcome to my space, my name is Ara ♥

I always felt that a force within me refused to stay still. It was not rebellion, but a burning curiosity, a desire to go beyond what I had been taught to fear. Since childhood, I have wondered what was behind the vertigo, behind the danger, behind this invisible limit that so many fear..

I grew up by the sea, surrounded by wind and salt. Perhaps it was here that I learned that nothing ever stands still, that everything changes, and that you have to learn to dance with the movement. However, I have tried for a long time to be the one expected of me. Until the day I realized that life is too short to live it according to others.

So I left. I left my village for a city that never slept. At first, the noise and lights suffocated me, but gradually I learned to love this vibrant chaos. I found a new energy, a freedom in disorder, an invitation to stop waiting and start living..

I started doing what scared me: talking to strangers, losing myself voluntarily, trying the unknown. I discovered that fear never really disappears; it transforms when you dare to face it. Every little act of courage made my world bigger.

Art helped me to discover myself differently. Through him, I was able to be a thousand versions of myself without denying any. I understood that beauty does not come from perfection but from sincerity, from this ability to be whole, vulnerable, true. For the first time, I felt free without having to please. There were days of emptiness, nights of uncertainty. When the world seemed huge and I tiny, I climbed the roof to look at the sky. It was my way of reminding myself that not everything needs explanation. Some things must only be lived, breathed, crossed.

I remember a summer night when I threw myself into the sea. The icy water took my breath away, and in this liquid silence, I felt a total presence. No past, no future, just the pure beat of life. Since then, whenever I doubt, I remember this dive: it reminds me that I am here, alive, vibrant. My curiosity has led me on paths that others would consider imprudent. But it's my way to honor life: dare, risk, start again. I understood that youth is not a question of age but of attitude — choosing curiosity rather than fear, movement rather than waiting, sensation rather than oblivion..

Today, I no longer need to understand everything to move forward. I keep writing, loving, feeling. I walk barefoot, my heart open, full of unanswered questions. Maybe I’ll never know everything, but as long as I search, as long as I feel, I’ll know that I live — exactly where I need to be..

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